July 2009
3 posts
“I’ll be the phonograph that plays your favorite albums back as...”
Blast from the past
Ohhhh holy lord, I’m like sweating bullets. My ex boyfriend just IMed me on facebook chat. That was really unexpected. After everything that has happened between us, I kind of accepted the fact that him and I would probably never speak again. I figured I’d bump into him at some point, we live in a small town, but I thought it’d be a “How are you, good, bye” sort of...
June 2009
3 posts
May 2009
21 posts
I learned...
Things I have learned/realized being at college:
My hands & feet are way smaller than everyone else’s
Ramen and chinese takeout = delicious
Videogames are really boring
I rarely ever like to be alone
When someone sits down, I always sit up really close to them. I don’t realize it at the time. Essentially, I constantly invade personal space. Soorrrryyy.
I’m soooo...
What my personality test said about me
“Longs for a loving, caring, and supportive relationship, and fanaticizes of living in perfect harmony with others. Has a strong desire for tenderness and affection and enjoys things which are artistically pleasing to the eye.”
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love is all you need.
“Today, I went to the store and bought some Land o Lakes cheese. On the label, it...”
It’s my only offer, stifled copies of myself
Everything that I said I’d do Like make the...
Anxietyyy
So, this happens every year. At the beginning of every year, during move-in, I always get super anxious for a few days. For a while I’m like really nervous and distracted and I don’t really eat a lot. Then, it happens during finals when everyone moves out. And I’m starting to get it againnnn. It’s not even about finals, it’s about saying goodbye to everyone, and...
“He smiled understandingly-much more than understandingly. It was one of those...”
– The Great Gatsby
April 2009
19 posts
ultima dia de clase
I AM GETTING SO NOSTALGIC. Everyone’s statuses are about today being the last day of class, and that we’ve finished 2 years at BC already. One of my friends statuses says, “for all the crap associated with college, I’ll never trade it for anything.” So agree. I feel like it was just yesterday that I was moving into Keyes South on Newton Campus freshman year. I even...
“So I left, That is it. That’s my life, Nothing is sacred.
I don’t keep friends,...”
“So this is what I’m going to do: I’m going to hug you. And I’m...”
“I just thought to my self, all of a sudden, that we had something in common. A natural chemistry, if you will. And I had a feeling that something big was going to happen. To both of us. That we were, in fact, meant to be together. Some things don’t last forever, but some things do. Like a good song, or a good book, or a good memory you can take out and unfold in your darkest times,...
winding down
1 theology essay, 1 Spanish poetry research paper, 1 Spanish narrative final, 1 theology final, 1 Research Methods research paper, 1 Personality Theories final, 1 Philosophy paper, hours of packing, and many sad goodbyes until HOME.
Hoping not to cry as much saying goodbye as last year (I was a wreckkk).
It’s hard to say what I really thought of sophomore year.
What I really liked was...
Thoughts
First of all, I am now just realizing how old we are. I was writing to Kasey about how I “haven’t been to a wedding in like 15 years” and I stopped myself because that’s probably accurate. And 15 years ago I was already five. People always say fifteen years ago when they exaggerate about how long ago it was. And it is soooo long ago, but I actually remember stuff about...
My least favorite season
I hate spring. I would take a cold winter day over spring in a heartbeat. Because spring means weeks of miserable allergies, when my eyes get swollen, my face gets blotchy red, my nose is constantly stuffed, and I cough forever. Really, I hate spring. No matter how nice I try to look, I always end up looking like shit. Yuuuucccckkkkkk.
On the way to church this morning, I heard this old song that...
The hardest lesson
“Don’t make someone a priority if they only make you an option.”
This is a really common quote, and it’s something you’d hear on The Hills, but it is something I really need to work on. Because once I’m in, I’m all in, and I just can’t walk away.
To my roomie.
Dear Daniela,
I sat on the couch watching American Idol eating cheese puffs tonight. It made me think of you, and of our past times sitting on the couch eating cheese puffs and watching American Idol.
Love,
Me.
Writing this makes me wonder why we laughed so...
Me: OMG that email just sent. I leaned forward and it clicked and it was on the send button I guess. Good thing I just finished typing it.
Melanie: Imagine if it sent in the middle of a word that was really embarrassing?
Me: Wow that would be awful...
Melanie: Like...
[Long silence because we can't think of anything]
Melanie: Um...
Me: Or...
Melanie: Hmm...
[More silence]
Me: Like in the middle of cumulative!
Melanie: OMG
Me: If I was saying something about my cumulative GPA... but didn't type it all out
it's not over tonighttt
A few things on my mind right now:
I am having the hardest time starting my philosophy paper. Generally, I just don’t like philosophy - But I like the end results of my paper. I feel the most accomplished with myself after I write a philsophy paper, more so than with any other papers.
I am going to miss Walsh. A lot. I loved feeling like I had 7 other sisters, who I can borrow clothes...
I'm always looking out my own eyes.
Benjamin: I was just thinking how nothing lasts. And what a shame that is.
Daisy: Some things last.
Benjamin: Good night, Daisy.
Daisy: Good night, Benjamin.
you found me, you found me
I cannot stop listening to “You Found Me” by The Fray. I don’t even know if it’s that good of a song. But for the past 3 weeks, it’s all I listen to.
Schedule for the Week:
Monday - Fire & Ice, Season premiere of the Hills, Study Study Study
Tuesday - Personality Theories test, write Philosophy paper allllll night
Wednesday - send in Philosophy paper,...
Carnation Pink
dearoldlove:
You looked me in the eyes and said you loved me, then promptly took my crayons. In high school you said the same thing, then took something that wasn’t replaceable.
March 2009
33 posts
“It was many and many a year ago,
In a kingdom by the sea,
That a maiden there...”
– Edgar Allen Poe
“At what point do you say to yourself, I’m counting on you to be the one,...”
– Fever Pitch (aka sadly one of my favorite movies)
